spin around this garden of hope ;
Thursday, August 25, 2005 @ 4:58 AM
oh gosh, i'm in an utter state of confusion right now...i just feel so so CONFUSED....at training yesterday, i just cried! like that never quite happens u noe. the last time i cried in public was like so so long ago...but yesterday, i just realy couldn't take it anymore! like everything is just going wrong...everything, wrong...and i just don't know how to put them right again... theres so many things on my mind. and i don't noe how to solve my problems...and because of all this, i'm just in a really bad mood these past couple of days...i just cannot take it anymore! but oh well, i've to solve all this... slowly..... oh god, i feel horrible now...i'm sorry u guys who saw me just suddenly cry and was in a state of shock...i just had to let it out, what i've been holding in for a long long time... i just had to!
hey, qiu, u have been such a great friend and thanks for helping me through all this madness. haha... well, i'm always here if u need me, juz remember that, k? and of course, if u need help in geography...haha... :D
hey xiwen and stace, thanks for the chocolates. u might not noe whats going on rite now, but i'm sure u'll find out soon...and u will then realise what all of this is about.
hey, christabel, sorry i freaked you out so much yesterday with all my crying...haha...